Time Jump

Well, it seems I might have abandoned this blog for quite some time. Four years in between the last post and this one and as one would expect a lot of occurred. So many things have changed and yet everything is still the same. What an interesting conundrum. I, for one have aged approximately 4 years however many things still remain as they did the last time I wrote. Physically, I am fuller, my hair is shorter and dyed purple, I show signs or wear and tears, scars and wrinkles. Mentally, I am both weak and strong, I have fought many battles and though at times torn I have grown profoundly. I have matured and I have found pieces of myself. I have grown to be patient with myself and learn to accept my little flaws that make me who I am. This is still a work in progress but nonetheless I am proud of how far I've come along. There are a few things I still desire to adjust but as with everything baby steps are better than no steps at all. In the last four years, I believe I can safely say, I have began to live a life that is truer to who I am and I anticipate the day it reflects what I've hidden for many years.