Time Jump

Well, it seems I might have abandoned this blog for quite some time. Four years in between the last post and this one and as one would expect a lot of occurred. So many things have changed and yet everything is still the same. What an interesting conundrum. I, for one have aged approximately 4 years however many things still remain as they did the last time I wrote. Physically, I am fuller, my hair is shorter and dyed purple, I show signs or wear and tears, scars and wrinkles. Mentally, I am both weak and strong, I have fought many battles and though at times torn I have grown profoundly. I have matured and I have found pieces of myself. I have grown to be patient with myself and learn to accept my little flaws that make me who I am. This is still a work in progress but nonetheless I am proud of how far I've come along. There are a few things I still desire to adjust but as with everything baby steps are better than no steps at all. In the last four years, I believe I can safely say, I have began to live a life that is truer to who I am and I anticipate the day it reflects what I've hidden for many years.

I'm back!

Hey y'all! I'm back! I have been neglecting my blog a bit mostly because I have been super busy with school. It's the time of the semester where professors pack on a bunch of papers and exams along with midterms. Luckily, this Friday the 14th I have a fieldtrip....I have an exam too, but that's nothing because after I finish that exam I begin spring break! I'm still undecided what I would like to do for my spring break, but it will most likely consist of sleeping and watching full seasons of shows on Netflix. I'm excited for that. :)

This past week, on Thursday the 6th, I found a bat outside of my friend's house. I was a bit worried it was injured, so knowing the risks I was taking I put the bat into a box since it was noon, it probably wasn't going to go anywhere. When it got dark out I along with my friend's wife let the bat go. It felt nice knowing it probably has a better chance after helping it out. If I had left it there, it could have been eaten by a predator or gotten seriously injured.

Today I made a Vlog with a partner for our American Sign Language class. There has been noticeable improvements. That makes me happy, plus practicing is paying off. This Wednesday we have a test and I'm hoping I do well. I'm going to study, study  STUDY!! Well, "anywho", as my friend likes to say, just a quick catch up before Spring break!!!

Today started out on a weird note with me waking up from a bizarre dream. I had slept over one of my best friend's house so I told him about it and had a good laugh. We hung out for a bit until he had to get ready to go to work and I decided to come home since my ASL partner and I weren't meeting up. Before leaving I realized that today is February 16, which might mean nothing to most of you, but for me and a really great friend it is the anniversary of when we met. Wehavent actually met in person, we met online through a common youtube vlogger. We talked a lot kind of daily and decided to exchange emails for google hangout. We were talking everyday and before we knew it months went by, a year went by, and now, today marks the second year. He has been a really fantastic friend and I am truly happy he is in my life. He can always make me laugh without trying and he never runs out of things to say. If it wasn't for him I probably would be updated with most pop cultural buzz. Ha ha. Honestly, he has been quite a blessing in my life. Those days where I'm in a funk, he can pull me right out of it. I hope I mean just as much to him as he means to me. I also hope that some day we could meet in person! That would go down in my life as one of the best moments. Love you SAAN!

Random thoughts at 3 am

Have you ever thought how much you might have impacted someone' s life? Maybe you don't know you have, or are in the process of doing so? I mean it could be good or bad, but have you ever thought about it? It's happened to me, and honestly I'm not sure if I've done it to someone. I hope that if I have it hasn't been in a negative way. I feel like people should be more concious of the actions they make and the things they say, I say that from personal experiences. I think I'm going to make that a personal mission. And also, I'm going to try my best to make a difference in a person's day everday. Small things to start off, it's always the small things, but they can mean so much. So for the rest of the day today I'm going to give it a try. The worst thing that could happen is that it doesn't make a difference, big deal, I'll keep trying.

#spr

Today is what...

Er, hi! First post. Well, today is the 14 of February. You know what that means? Yup, it is the day that marks the 4th month of when I turned 22. Isn't that great?! Thus far today I have gone to class, came home, and took a nap. When I woke up I watched a couple episodes of Attack on Titan. Pretty good so far. Dinner is almost ready and I'm just relaxing a bit till then. Sorry for the not so interesting first post. I don't promise they'll get any better. So you better hold on because this might get boring fun really fast!